I am not sure how to describe the feeling I feel. It's rather odd, I had a chance with a once in five year event. I even felt it, something was amiss to lead to it. I ha…
It's days like today that you search for nuggets. Nuggets of wisdom I guess. Or just things that make the feelings, click. I read some where that apparently the reason y…
I did stand up today. That was overwhelming. I remember just knowing I was doing awful. The comics are so kind too. When I get up stage, one said "At least you went up",…
There are times I think I should ask myself if the thoughts of feelings I'm having are positive or negative. Why wallow in misery, if you are able to distinguish that it…
It's my birthday, for another 19 minutes. Late 30's. Uff. It was actually a pretty sweet day though. must admit. Was sailing, winds where ripping. There was some decent …
Man, I remember this day, many years ago. This day is always a day of reflection. It's of course, the day before my birthday. Not that it matters. No matter what the out…
You can have one life. I'm unsure what life you chose. The one I chose, I didn't think would turn out this way. Although I guess we each have a bit of fun with our lives…
“My Dear,Find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you …
Well, that escalated quickly. C'est la vi. First it was one, then it was two. Hola, all it took. And the door opened. It was back to the moment. The door is broken to th…
Caps lock, such a wonderful invention. I mistype that key all the time. I just feel like cussing right now, fuck. There we go. Seems like this will be just that. Rather …
Another day. Something to write about, but yet again still feel I can't. It's an odd feeling this. Don't know if I'll ever get over it.I really should start programming …
Today is trip time. Going out with a few friends for a week. This should be fun. Bringing the dog of course. He has no option, I mean I guess he does. That's irrelevant …
Can't sleep. Watched a movie. Was rather decent. Nothing to rave home about. But the movie did have a line I liked. Don't remember said line. I remember the gist of it, …
The days, they come and go, but this one. It's no more ordinary than the rest. Happiness and fun seem to start to come to mind every now and then. There are of course lu…
So, my nose is running quiet a bit. Forgot it does this when I haven't run in a while, and make it to the point where I'm breathing so hard through my nose, that it sort…
It's a beautiful day outside. My mom left yesterday. What a pity, I miss her already. She did take one of the puppies though. So there is that. I took the other one out …
Odd feeling today. Drained in a sense. Unsure why. Doesn't matter much. Story as old as man. Boy meets computer. Computer gives boy tool to build cool things.Boy becomes…
Today was an amusing day. Was a nice family day, after that hung out. The dogs are really enjoying the dog park now.I enjoy calling them dirty dogs. I don't even know wh…
I think as the days go by I'm starting to feel a bit more relaxed. I'm finally hopefully about to start/finish migrating the rest of these ten .to websites I have.That s…
Don't feel defeated anymore. On the contrary, feel relieved. The beauty of logical words.They are unreactionary, but they cause ease. It's actually rather beautiful. I d…
What a past few days it's been. Had a friend come into town to hang out. That was fun. We hit up a few bars, and got proper drunk. Not every day a friend goes out of his…
In a few hours, there will be an email submission. Although maybe the process is different and it's uploaded? I'm honestly, unsure. Regardless, there will be attached to…
Today was some what a wasted day. Although I did take out the dogs on their first walk. At first they didn't want to walk at all. Then they got the hang of it.I think I'…
The days, they slow as the deadline reaches. Three days. The schedule helps. But, it floats there in existence. I'm, curios. About the fifth or sixth time I read it, I s…
