February is by far the hardest month for me to spell. I guess its either a thing of time, or stress, or just nervousness, but my dyslexia flares up. I start randomly see…
Sometimes it's a beat that gets you up and going. No need for anything, but the beats. The beats, are few and far between. Today is a funny day, it's a day that those wh…
The only thing I feel qualified to write about is my life. Yet I suffer from this thing called. Who the hell knows what it's called.Probably about a girl, but maybe not.…
One of my favorite reasons to work out, is so I can make my strawberry, banana, and either nothing, orange, or apple, or what ever other fruit I have lying around. With …
Feeling down, not sure why. Writing that seems to help calm the feeling. There is no where to go what ever direction you set in the coordinate system will be the directi…
What a day; wonderful. Finally did some bureaucratic paperwork. It's impressive how many copies are required. Makes me wonder how large the storage for all this is. Like…
If you read this, email me. I kid, you wont. The law of reality makes it so the chaos has taken affect. There is nothing to do but wait for it to do the inevitable. The …
Just another day. Slightly hung over from the fun I had last night. Mezcal's hangover is the most bearable of them all. It was a night for celebration. Having recently b…
"The most beautiful thing about the truth is that it reveals the world in the way the world is suppose to be revealed. What ever makes itself manifest as a consequence o…
Well, I think its broken finally. That wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Although there was in fact a day I couldn't get out of bed. That was dark and heavy…
"One man who stopped lying could bring down a tyranny." Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn"How did I get here? Where did I go wrong by my own judgment? What are all the things I did…
I'm sad. I'll doubt I'll ever get over being a placeholder, twice. Then again, how idiotic must I have been to ignore the signs.Sometimes you learn a lesson for no reaso…
I was stuck until I found the playlist, and then the song had to be dethroned—just like that. Modern technology is phenomenal. Just as I was about to write that the othe…
Some days just want to write. Probably generally when some where in the somber mood. Not sure why, maybe the feeling of release. Writing into the void, knowing that some…
The pain exasperates itself. Trying to burst out of my heart. "Who are you? Who am I to you?" Those are the words of the lyrics of the song that strike the cord. "That's…
My mood has been odd since an event or two. In one, it went about how I expected. In the other, didn't go how I wanted, but also how I felt it was going to go. It's this…
They say it's therapeutic to write things down. The feeling between writing and typing has different effects on the neurological makeup of the mind. Neither seems to wor…
You only see the stars when they fall like rain. People forget to look up. At least they made it to stars and the life they lived as stars rages into the burning light. …
To write into the nothing is something kinda of soothing. It's a journal that others read occasionally. Its purpose was exactly that. An effect if you would venture to s…
The journey for rest. Is that the hero's struggle? What happens once you achieve rest? Does rest achieve you? These questions and more can all be answered by never being…
Enter laughing, and Where's Poppa. That was some different type of humor. Glad I've been exposed to it. There isn't much else to say. Seven pages. The story has to come …
The sun is gleaming down. A bit warm, but feels so nice. Today is basically the rounding error of the calendar system. They couldn't figure out what to do with this extr…
It's a bit into this day. It feels nice to skirt a bit around the idea of writing today. Stephen king once said he had six pages done a day. I've only read one of his st…
Feeling the rush of coding again. Comes and goes in waves I suppose. Although this one is starting to feel a bit more consistent. Like my runs, horrible still, but happe…
