What a day. Had some issues on a site. At first I thought it was a distributed denial-of-service (DDoS) attack. It turned out that I just had coded a tricky piece of log…
It's been a minute since I last wrote. I guess life got a bit intense there for a second. Starting to feel the urgency again. The urgency to live. As if another reason w…
I finished Charles Darwin's the origin of spices. I must say I'm joyful that I read it. It dresses evolution far different from the selfish gene. The selfish gene felt a…
Today I felt was a good day to prepare for tomorrow. Not because tomorrow is anything special, but because I just wanted to have fun with life. I struggle to find anothe…
Fuck war. I mean, it's just propaganda from one side, and the other. Both trying to convince the world, and their people, that they are right. At the cost of human lives…
What a day, I'm finally starting to get a bit motivated. It was all going well. Then something happened. It threw me for a spin. Then, it happened again, but equally as …
I wonder. It's a nice thing to ponder. I should probably throw this writing away. If only there was a virtual trash can.The internet is for ever, said everyone, but they…
It's funny, I've been avoiding starting this project for years. There was one time, I got close to doing it. I learned everything. Made a MVP. And then never launched it…
Seems I'm breaking through some of these barriers I never knew existed. I guess that's called maturing. Although I'm skeptical. Some of these things are far from ordinar…
Nothing can stop me, I'm all the way up. Went so high up, that I hit space. Fighting gravity. Space mechanics are interesting.I'd say I'm floating away. But I'm tethered…
Another day with no news. It's one of those situations, where no news. Is no news.It feels as if it's sort of a grindstone. Just sitting there, grinding.It doesn't have …
Man, what a day. I love this. I'm smiling. Can you imagine a world in which the absurdity of it presents itself. It's nuts.I'm at peace with the feelings. They where so …
It gets to a point where you start to get a rhythm. The beat of life, goes. I guess it's been so long since I've been able to see the sunlight.I mean, really feel it. Yo…
What a fucking day. I don't even know how I feel about it. It was cool, but weird. It was, a roller coaster of emotions. That's what it was. It was so dramatic.I loved i…
A lot of two's today.As my sister would say, I can't even. Granted, I can't odd.I'm happy, in the infinite moment that is life. This one is glorious. I'm oxygenated toda…
Holy migrations. That took for ever. But finally, after what appears to be what I think was weeks. All eleven of the sites are done. Migrated. My brain feels a relief I …
Wow. It's almost that time. The end of the year. I don't think I pay much attention to them. Although I guess there are moments I do. I place a value on them, for no rea…
Stating the obvious is hard. RIP John Madden. It's amazing, how a man like him may never really have understood, or perhaps he did. The impact he had on a segment of the…
Although perhaps wicked, I don't feel it that way anymore. I feel it as necessary. To remind, or to center, better yet. I'm floating in a sense over what I will describe…
Damn, the wickedness of life. It's a constant. It's just hard. Although, it doesn't feel overwhelming anymore. It feels, just constant. As if it's there, and I'm slowly,…
I am not sure how to describe the feeling I feel. It's rather odd, I had a chance with a once in five year event. I even felt it, something was amiss to lead to it. I ha…
It's days like today that you search for nuggets. Nuggets of wisdom I guess. Or just things that make the feelings, click. I read some where that apparently the reason y…
I did stand up today. That was overwhelming. I remember just knowing I was doing awful. The comics are so kind too. When I get up stage, one said "At least you went up",…
There are times I think I should ask myself if the thoughts of feelings I'm having are positive or negative. Why wallow in misery, if you are able to distinguish that it…
