Is this a stupid game?

john | Oct. 16, 2022, 7:23 p.m.

I think I need to start asking myself that.  I seem to enjoy winning stupid prizes because even if you lose, you still win the prize of stupidity by playing the stupid game.  You can't win a stupid game I suppose.

I think that's what I needed to learn from all this debacle.  Like reading this.  One must wonder what they are putting themselves through.  Are the rewards worth the costs.  I don't know.

Its odd, I feel that this is how it all was suppose to work out.  There was no other way.  It wouldn't of been as fun otherwise.  I think that's it.