Man, for some reason it's been repeating lately. I don't know why. I don't care why either, I just want it to stop. I don't know how to make it stop. The perks of being a wallflower.
This feels like maybe its the solution, the one thing you wanted, was this. So you got it. Not how you expected I guess, not with the taste you remember. But then again you know I'm talking about someone else. Not me.
I didn't exist. I was in fact a wallflower. It's crazy what it felt like to live a deception since the moment i thought it started. Realized it never started, the perks of being a wallflower.
The only time I can use "I". On my blog, where it is written for no one, but me. The universe that is meaningless in the entertainment of the void that is the internet.
It exists in a way that only few seem to understand. Not that it matters why or how it exists. It simply does. It is a Truman show. That's what it was. I've been struggling to get there. I just did.
Damn, I don't know if it will stop, I presume like all things in life, even I tire of my bamfs.
But who knows why it's going stronger than before. I guess its cause reality hit me in the face recently. Didn't do anything, got a good joke out of it. And learned a few things. But meh, that's simply the same thing, but I can understand one. The other I can't, built not too.
Ain't that the truth. Why have I been fighting what I was not built to understand. Damn, I feel the peace. Had nothing to do with me. Only a reflection of you.