October 24th, 2021

john | Oct. 24, 2021, 2:23 p.m.

What a past few days it's been.  Had a friend come into town to hang out.  That was fun. 

We hit up a few bars, and got proper drunk.  Not every day a friend goes out of his way to come visit.

The puppies are starting to more often than not go outside to do their things.  It's wonderful.

Also have taken them for some decent walks now finally.  It seems they sort of enjoy it at some point.  But at first they are always resistant.

They also seem to enjoy my socks.

Feels nice to just take a few days off.  It was also nice that he came right at the time I was getting some bad news.

Back to the schedule I suppose, although I will change up things now.  Probably go running more often, or go do some rings in the park.  I hadn't touched the rings for months.

We went walking around, and by chance ended up in the park, with the rings. 

So of course, I had to hang upside down.  One of the most enjoyable feelings.

I'm due for a trim again, as my beard is starting to look very thick, but a bit unruly.  And well I suppose, hopefully this time maybe they wont cut off all my hair again.

I'm still trying to decipher what it is I'm feeling.  There is a part of me that is optimistic, but there is a part of me that feels defeated already.  Although the game isn't over, it's far from over.  And to be frank, it moves slow. 

Really slow.

Which, is oddly satisfying.  Gives you time to feel many things.