May 20th, 2022

john | May 21, 2022, 4:08 a.m.

Haven't written in a bit.  Suppose not much to report.  Feel the calmness today.  It's crazy how slow the world moves for me now.  Time ticks relatively.  Speaking of.  Been a bit further into the Feynman lectures.  Those are a hell of a read.  There was a moment when I was reading around chapter maybe three or four and I felt what was the actual equivalent of a what it's like to have a bomb go off, and getting your mind blown.

His way of explaining something so complex in such beautiful detail packed punch after punch, with just knowledge.  It's rather amazing.  Gives me hope.  For what exactly, I don't know.  Maybe that I'll be able to understand how he understood.  You know its amazing how as he spoke he would build the world; I guess let me rephrase that, he would explain the world in how he understood it as a physicist, but the manner in which he explained it makes you understand it too.

Either way, I wonder why she sighed.  I also wonder why I wonder. 

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