Don't let nothing hold you down

john | May 24, 2020, 11:44 p.m.

Except gravity.  There always seems to have to be some weird exception to this reality.  Chaos is it? That was a rhetorical question.  Would be kind of interesting if you actually did answer it though.  I know you didn't think you even existed, which would be true, I don't. Did that even make sense? Another rhetorical question. I'll stop with those.

I'm still struggling though, it's a interesting struggle.  I still haven't put my finger on it, or maybe I did but didn't realize it.  Possibly because my fingers at the time where comfortably numb.  Don't worry it wasn't drugs, the only one I condone is reading.  It's dangerous though cause it might lead to writing.  Not to say I don't dabble in other drugs too though, we all have our vices.  It's practically impossible to go a day without my drug of choice.  It seems to overwhelm me the second it touches my lips.  Might be the placebo effect knowing that I'm about to enjoy what is going to happen, even if I don't.

Oh right, you must still be reading, damnit.  I really thought I would of scared you away by now, I only do this because I have yet to figure out why I do it.  I'm sure once I do, I'll realize that I should just probably stop.  Some of you may be upset, others might be relieved.  Most of you wont even know.

Oh well, the world is very different now. 

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