June 20th, 2024

john | June 20, 2024, 4:37 p.m. Uncategorized

They say it's therapeutic to write things down.  The feeling between writing and typing has different effects on the neurological makeup of the mind.  Neither seems to work for me at the moment.  The feeling lingers.  It lingers like a malfunctioning fan on a laptop, just buzzing away, at times going faster and at times going slower, but still always noticeably loud.

Not even sure the fan can be fixed, at some point it will stop.  It cools the laptop enough that it just goes silent.  No one knows how long it will take though.  The issue becomes though, once it stops you think it's gone, but that's just fools logic.  The fan returns raging in speed to remind you of your stupidity.

Oh well, wallowing in self loathing at least was long enough for the fan to finally stop.

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